my meth-up life

MY METH-UP LIFE I TOSS AND TURN SO RESTLESSLY THINKING ABOUT EERYTHING THAT I HAVE DONE, HOW I STOLE FROM LOVED ONES TO BUY MY DRUGS AND TO THE STREETS I WOULD RUN. WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD ABOUT WHO I HURT OR PROMISESS I BROKE, MY MAIN GOAL WAS GETTING HIGH AND GETTING THAT NEXT TOKE. MY DRUG OF CHOICE IS CRYSTAL METH AND YES IT HAS ITS HOLD ON ME, ITS OBVIOUS THAT IM HOOKED AND NEED HELP DESPERATELY . I GOT SO BAD I STARTED SLAMMING HITTING EVERY VEIN THAT I COULD, THE HIGH WAS PERFECT LIKE NO OTHER IT MADE ME FEEL SO GOOD . BUT OF COURSE THE HIGH ENDED AND IT MADE ME FEEL DISGUSTED, NOBODY WANTED ME AROUND BECAUSE THEY SAY I CANT BE TRUSTED. BUT I DONT SEEM TO CARE TO MUCH BECAUSE ALL I WANT IS TO GET MY WIG, SO I START MY MISSION FOR A SACK AND A BRAND NEW RIG. MY MISSION DOESNT LAST TO LONG BEFORE I END UP BEHIND BARS, AND NOW IM STUCK WITH NO METH AND MY ARMS ARE FULL OF SCARS!