My throat collapsed

And as I sat elated at the possibility of shoving my resignation under the faces of the office abuser. I smiled to myself as I thought of my new life.... Just 31 days to freedom, Just 31 days to go Just 31 days to face this hell Just 31 days left to put on this show. Just 31 days till I can breathe again, Just 31 days till I stop this pain. Just 31 days till I say good bye Just 31 days till to a clearer sky 31 days to a flawless future 31 days to a hard days work 31 days to being recognized 31 days till I feel worthy!!! 31 days and I can fly 31 days till I live my passions, 31 days to new happy fears 31 days left of useless tears.!!! Just 31 days...Thirty ONE!!! But here I see a Mail for me, telling me that it's not right, 31 days was in my head, But seems I will wait my whole life... I wrote back with tears in my eyes, as I saw my passions ebb. It's not that there are no other options, but I'm tiered of being caught in this tangled web. Thought that freedom was so close, but now it retracts so FAR.... I'm sure, as always, I will deal with it, but this one will leave a sad scar.