My Unhealed Healing

My last two years devoted to the one person i loved. Never knew how deeply i had fallen, until one day everything fell to nothing. My realities from yesterdayare todays dreams, lost and alone without you, with this unspoken pain. Nothing hasever hurt like this. Pain has taken over my body, taking me to a dark place where i fear myself. Iwake upto face another day, wishing to still be asleep, asleep to never awaken. My writing doesnt help to cope with loosing you. Words on paper has forever been my release, my healing of each internal wound. To you whom I have lost, I loose my life to, for this time I cry through to the end of my poem.