Never actually titled this one.

Things happen, plans go wrong, your "forever love" doesn't last that long. So you cry, you beg, you plead. Give it your all andcan't quiteblindly see. You blame yourself for the times you fought, you convince yourself it's all your fault. You cry some more. Trying to rationalize, never seeing you can't believe in rational lies. You beg for a reason everything's not the same. you never see you're the only player in the game. So its all your fault and he's still a Saint? You want to know why, don't ask, just wait. Analyze it again try to find the reason. Finally brave enough to ask, itsso uneasing. Well you got your answer, now how do you feel? Emotions going crazy, skin starting to peel? Sadness erased, with anger in control, How could he!? He was just, so cold. Now you see, the problems really not you. So, how do you feel? BRAND NEW. I wrote this and found closure and one point in my life. 11/03