Night Birds

there are a thousand things I'd love to say if I could a million take backs, if only I could have changed the indifferent turns and constant yearning in the middle of the night when birds dream. it never stops not for me, at least if I could have one wish above all wishes it would be you, only you always you. but you'll never hear those words from me not out loud from these lips, I want what isn't mine and in this lonely room, I scream...