No More

Thousands of hours spent keeping the smile on my face letting you walk over me, forgetting I am there. You continuously trample my heart and expect me to hold no grudge. You go on with your life and expect me to just sit and watch your self destruction. You say I am all you have, but care about my feelings only when it's convenient. Do you think that I will be here forever? Do you think I don't care what you do? Am I nothing more than an old napkin to be used and thrown away at leisure? Can you not see the pain you cause with your actions? Who the hell do you think you are asking, no, telling me to just deal with it? I'm tired of being your safe-house, of being your shoulder to cry on when you only come to me as you cry. I'm tired of being dragged along and thrown into whatever you think is "best" I am so damn tired of you and your idiotic, inconsiderate, immoral antics. How dare you take me for granted! How dare you play innocent! How dare you tell me what is wrong, when your own actions lack morality! Fuck your feelings! Fuck your dreams! You never cared about mine! I don't need you. I don't even want to be near you! It sickens me to see your face you inconsiderate prick. So leave me. Plague my sight no longer. I am through with your games and your lies, and dealing with this shit. You've put me through hell and back and I'm over it. I free myself of you. Mentally, physically, and spiritually I am your slave no more. -Sorry for all the profanity in this one. It isn't usually my style to write so rashly, but this was written in a fit of anger, and needed to be expressed. Sorry again, and thanks for reading.- -Gabrielle B.