non-word, no-lang

My soul, to seek a livelihood a word, mere sound I can not and meaning is such: it is not. For thee, I search the vision spins downward almost always, not always, spirals down. I have this link to the inward, the no-lang and it is strong a double-stitched leather strap me to my inner, my soul, to seek in no-word that paradox The I s(hr)inks, a sphere it is light! for who can penetrate the light? The I seeks, the soul resides , the meaning retracts the i