Nothing

Thought is matter and yet I am somehow falling through space As I think of you And I am still surrounded by emptiness As I sit here all alone Does this mean That matter is empty? That I am just empty space Taking up more empty space? Can this be? Can I really be nothing? Can what we had Have been make believe Just something I made up Because I was so lonely? And if I fall apart tonight Will I just be a bunch of particles Rearranging themselves? Do those particles even exist? How can we belong together If belonging is just a thought That we made up? But yet thought is matter And matter doesn't really exist So is everything nothing? Or is nothing just nothing?