Now or never

A mere glimpse of you ignites my blood, my hand trembles - please don't notice! you say to me that I shouldn't be insecure, but how? One morning you will wake and realise I am but a dream. A dream that is not nearly good enough for you! I'm scared,scarred,stripped bare - And despite the arsenal of defense I've thrown at you I can not stop these feelings... I want to weaken them as they have weaken me. I'm torn... should I take this leap of faith or keep my sanity in tack, for I know with you;mad with contentment is what i'll be. Give me this one chance, that is all I ask one chance to verbalise what I think I'm trying to say- I want you in my life!