Obsession

I am sitting here alone Constantly having obsessive thoughts of you You come back into my life just to hurt me again With all the tears I cry for you my pillow is stained I know you don’t care No matter how hard I try to make you It is something I cannot do You make me happy and make me cry But I let you do it each time I know you with friends having a blast But I am here all alone wearing a mask Pretending that I am fine When all I want to do is take a knife And end this life I cant let you go My obsession with you just grows I feel pathetic, and call myself a psycho You have no idea the pain you put me through You are not good for me so leave my thoughts Just leave please And hopefully then this heartache then will cease.