Oh god,please open the gates

From life to life, I wait yet the gates open not my hollow deeds finds the trash of time still missing the ray long sought. * I stand atop this craggy hill watching the waves foam below I’m sick of this unending force to what end do they flow? * The wheel of life rolls on and on never ceasing, this delusions toy lifetimes lost on useless desires drifting away from eternal joy. * The sun,moon, and the twinkling stars may be creations gift they live in bonds, in bonds they die this burden of truth,I can’t lift. * I stand aside, and watch life flow no respite from this mad race the struggling,crying, laughing, throng for what? no one can trace. * save me from the fire, that burns within me my heart rife with raw desires tempt not fate, to put me down I want to soar higher and higher. * Oh God! Please open the gates your son yearns to return home Let me have eternal peace and my freedom with its glory, roam. * Then I will abandon life,and conquer death finally from bonds be free my tired soul calls for rest let bliss come in glee. * Where you realm devoid of grief and joy instead be covered in bliss where pain,sorrow at once vanish I long for the mother’s goodbye kiss. * Open the gates to your kingdom let my heart open wide within me give me the strength to break the chains let my soul be free.