one missed call

it's 3:AM... and in case you don't know... i...am standing outside your door with a lingering fear...what am i doing here? and i hope that your not alone so i look in your window to see what you're into i notice that you... are lying on the floor needle in hand... crushed up beer can... nothing left that i could do so i kick down the door ...slide to the floor hold you lifeless inside of my hands kiss your pale blue lips as i clench my fists... why didn't you wait for me? you left a note i read the words that you wrote as i wiped away your tears... (her note) i tried to call you i tried to warn you but you didn't pick up the phone i was alone all on my own why didn't you pick up the phone? so baby please please forgive me i didn't know... what else to do i tried to cope with all of the changes but i just couldn't cope ...without you you left me in tears with all of my fears you left me... when i needed you the most so baby please please forgive me i didn't want it... to be this way but if you could have felt, felt my heart bleed everytime... you went away... than you would see if you were me this choice...was easy to make i love you and i'll miss you but life without you is better this way so baby please please forgive me for stopping my heart from feeling this pain...