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i wrote this when i was 16, i plan on editing it and making it better but i just need some feedback on what to re-work.if you aren'ta grammar nazi just try to read through it lol if you are a grammar nazi then have a ball lol I can't seem to find the time to express what has been on my mind nor can I find the words that would assist in exhibiting all of my hurt you broke my heart when you said goodbye now every night I sit up in my bed and cry then I kneel down by my window and pray that my pain will go away someday see over and over again I find myself in the exact same place with you having the same expression on your face it's as if dejay vu means nothing to you you just play the role given to you when you really don't have a clue what it means to be in love to have your heart pushed and shoved to have someone neglect and mislead your passions to you this whole situation could have never happened you're going to have to stop acting impassive for once upon a time you were so possessive of my heart and all it gave there is still time for our relationship to be saved but over and over again the proclivity of you to hurt me and bring me pain has made me prone to feeling weak when I don't need to be but you were so winsome and I was so blind I don't know if I was yours, but I knew you were mine it's a shame, how fate can be so unkind to reveal that the love which you sought, you'll never be able to find some say that love is the best adhesive for a broken heart but what they fail to tell you about love, can rip your life apart that’s why over and over again I fall in and out of love again and again this is my epiphany given to me by my aching heart for it is weary from sustaining so many scars from the fallacies of vacant love affairs another wound it can not bare so I must decide what is important in my life my heart, or yours