Pain

Why must it hurt why must it be this way why shoould it happen why..!! @ first it was enjoyable all things were going according no worries no nothing then all of a sudden its now hurting... Feelings combine with emotions concured thy heart and left it paining why must all that happen? I myself was not aware as it creeped to me without knowing as it revealed itself infront of me I felt it hurting me i felt it perishing me i felt it killing me i felt it like cold wind in my bones why must this happen?..... I'm now numb and have no feelings or is it because of confusion? well i have no idea cause I'm in pain and this trully hurts please why.......? We were created in an image of God he made us not to be the same And he wants us not to hate But why must we feel pain that might result to hate why... I really dont understand this Why em feeling this way But wish it was not my way and this never happened for now I'm full of hate Yet I call myself Gods image... I hate the pain..........