Pain, Hurt, Regret And Confusion

What did I do wrong? I thought that our romance was going strong I loved being with you so much And oh how badly I miss your touch It doesn't make sense to sit in loneliness For you to let this roller-coaster become motionless You made my world go round And every time I would hear your voice I would tremble with each sound I've tried to apologize And I've tried to make things better But only to find out that I was surrounded by lies And at that point in time I wish I'd never even met her Why did I trust her? I don't know Did I love her? Hopefully so But now I know That I can't trust anybody Because all that they do is lie Of which I think is very dirty Sure I may have said some harsh things But why do you have to be such a devil Why can't you just let it go And treat me with respect What I said is something that I will forever regret And to you I will be forever in debt But wait you said that there is nothing that I can do To justify what I said I'm pretty sure that is true Coming from your sick and twisted little head We could have had something special Our romance could have survived for quite awhile But you just couldn't let it go And therefore I don't want to be with a child I'd rather talk to a wall Than not talk at all Because you don't perceive things very clearly As far as I know But hey how should I know You lied to me So I know you don't expect me to trust you now After all the pain, hurt and confusion that you caused me You left me feeling used and worthless For your own personal gain I'm not your personal sex toy And I'm certainly not a person that you can just take advantage of But who knows maybe one day You will finally come to your senses But hey it's your life And you just lost the best thing in it