Pain Of Hell

In themist of timeI'm inhell how could I seem well hiding inside my shadowi'm fighting this mean battle who knows what lies inside my heart saying she's so smart I realize that what happened will never go away being ashamed in such a crazy way call me a fool but still I stay in this mind of mine everyday, he who touched medreams about it but me I sit and cry streams about it what can I do I'm screaming inside hoping I don't explode my mind, he is too defined to sit and think that this is fine, being lost in the dark touching where he left his mark impossible to escape tell me where can I find my way, I can't take this anymore there has to be another door I'm trapped inside this unworldly place I have to do this to escape now my life has run it's course from this strong umtimely force