Panic

one room noway out your body starts to tremble, You notice the quiet and it's almost like your deaf. Pictures form on the wall and and terror chokes then you to voice from your throat you see them clearly now your eyes the real panic settles in as you hear them in unisom O hate I hate you it gets louder until im frozen in fear I feel the way something comforting and familiar Ilook down to see my newborn Daughter suckling me at that moment I am mixed with sadness and terror for she is one of the loudest pictures screaming I hate you. Then just like that Iam left curled in a ball they're all just Dissappear and the darkness returns the quiet become my solace even though I know it was not real my body shakes and tears roll down my face, then anger replaces all emotion and I only see him smirking at me mouthing I won. I am haunted by one last picture of their sweet faces then I am left dead inside knowing he is right he won. And other than pictures of their precious faces reminds me of the hours and years of lies of mental abuse they endured to become so completely brainwashed From love to hate I shiver and panic at the thought.