Part One

-------------------------------------------------------------------- somehow I know I should not be laughing, right now but when you think about it, it’s funny somehow… -------------------------------------------------------------------- …I met this girl as pure as snow her innocent personality, made her face glow feelings of becoming more than friends filled my heart becoming all depressed each time that she departs I know that she feels something, why am I scared? she showed signs of affection, signs that she cared keeping it to myself, slowly becoming obsessed till it got to that point where feelings can’t be suppressed but I liked being around her, why ruin a good friendship? still for every second, every day I long to have in my grip -------------------------------------------------------------------- now me I’m not perfect, I’m as flawed as they come even I am ashamed of the things that I’ve done -------------------------------------------------------------------- To here and no further, I’m speaking my mind! courageously gathering all the courage I could find I’ll tell her as soon as possible, not a moment to waste but the courage escapes me, at the sight of her face with sweaty palms and a mouth all dry, I tried to speak tried hard to make sense, suddenly everything looked bleak finally I said it all that I always wanted to say for that I was glad, I was proud of myself that day after that agonizing fifteen minutes, I just wanted to go and to top it off, that little bitch said no. -------------------------------------------------------------------- my feelings were crushed; my heart left stone-cold but revenge as they say is best served ice cold -------------------------------------------------------------------- …to be continued…