Passport To Heartbreak

What was I thinking when I boarded that plane? Well like any other fool blinded by love I thought that I was escaping you know making my getaway to a valley of happiness, faith, hope, dreams and of course pure love but little did I know that I was setting myself up for a neverending war trying to find success in a relationship that was bound to be an epic failure and to think that my heart was connected to the thousands or so of tiny networks that briefly kept our relationship alive which means that when the love died I died therefore I committed suicide but was it an act of suicide love or was it the fact that I had purchased a first class passport to heartbreak? Personally I think that it was a combination of the two because I never thought that I would have had to decide between a life or death ultimatum or that I would have had to be the victim of a plane crash in heartache valley either how do I know that this wasn't some scheme to have me targeted for the perfect kill? If I survive those assholes are gonna owe me thousands of dollars in medical bills like my ex does already so it would be counterproductive to sue them but if I don't make it through this then I was better off dead after all I have taken a beating so brutal that I am now indifferent to the emotions of love however I have successfully identified with the symptoms and side effects of heartbreak By Glenn McCrary © 2010 Glenn McCrary (All rights reserved)