Penetrated

"Leave me alone!'I scream, againI beg for him to stopthis crude perversionthis empty penetration of my lifehe presses me to the wallthrows me to the groundone piece at a timeI am stripped "please, no!"I cry out"not tonight, I'm sick"he doesn't stopmy hip's pressed to the groundmy chest is aching barehe presses me to the groundone hand put a blade to my neck "no..." I whisperthen once againI moanit hurtshe's done this beforeonce, twice, thriceit strikes over and over againfour five six I screamblood, againas always, he cuts mehere, then thereto make it look like I got hurt then, something differentmy stomach burns within mehe pulls outhe runsI think to myself"maybe this will be the last time"but how could I possibly knowthen it's clearit will be one, two, threethe gun goes offhe's finished with me? in a bloody pool I laypenetrated, filthy in that same poolI take one last glanceas my daughter walks in the doorI die, no longer in pain