Perspecs boxes

I have packed you up into Perspex boxes, all respective pieces of you, the way you touched my life, my heart, my soul... the way you opened up my darkness and shone your light into the abyss of unclarity...to clarify my dreams. my immortalness... my mortality... confusion in the end, a death of the eternal longing... hating... fighting to see the truth, the light is gone from us now... non returning entity... digested, and served of its purpose... turned to waste in its completion Now I look into the eternal blackness of my life, my past and future and some where inside me my child dies... aching and wailing it jumps from the elevated pedestal it climbed on to find you, and plummets, onto the razored shards of memories you left in your wake..a tormenting trap to seal the passage to you forever, it binds me here. With nothing to hold but the illusion.