PISSED OFF

09 Sep 2005

·McJurni

**NB: THIS IS HOW I FELT EARLY THIS MORNIN' AND IS NOT IN REVERENCE TO ANYONE ON THIS WEBSITE, THIS IS ACTUALLY WHO I UNSTRESSED EXCUSE ALL THE SWEARIN', PEACE.... I'm just feelin' so bloody pissed off at all this indescrepencies complicatin' life supposed to be so simple like breathin', lovin' and eatin' all this greeds' makin' me sick to my mutha-f*ckin' unpoetical core this shit got so twisted it's got me wantin' to reach out to drugs for f8ck sake, I just want to swear at everyone lookin' at me in any strange sort of way yeah, you guessed damn right I'm pretty pissed off right about now (BAH!BAH!, BEATIN' AGAINTS MY HEAD!, JOU MA SE P%ES KOM UIT!) ** THIS!!! FUMIN'!! IN!! MY!! HEAD'S!!.......... ** ** JUST!! PICKIN'!! UP!! PACE!!............ * * ** *** WHY!! DO!! I!! DO!! THIS!! TO!!........ ** ** ** ** *** MYSELF!! LETTIN' !! OTHER!!........... ** ** ** * PUNK ASS!! MUTHA-F$CKAS!!.............. **** ** * SHALLOW!! OPINIONs!! OF!! ME!!........ **** ** * CHEESE ME OFF LIKE THIS!!!!.......... *** ** THIS!! SHITS!! GOT TO!! STOP!!............ OR SOMEONE'S!! GONNA!! GET!! HURT!!.............. (HANDS ON HEAD, VIOLENTLY SHAKIN' IT) (HUUH! PHOEW!!) Even the normally reliable deep breaths has deserted me now, I'm baskin' for blood >>>>> ######THIS! IS! NOT! ME! HELP!!! MUST! BE!^^^^^^ ******THE! SCHIZOPHRENIA! I'VE! BEEN! BRAIN WASHIN!~~~~~ ```````MYSELF! WITH!....... forcin' itself to the shore..... $$$$$OH SHIT! I'M BREAKIN' NEW GROUND!&&&& I'm abnormally the calmest dude around I know, so this conveyin' of frustrated feelin's are so completely unique and out of controle or is it jsut so? use to be a hot-head, always lookin' beggin' for fights so that I could beat someone elses sorry ass up,to make me feel better about my sorry self, but I thought I grew out of that shit by now, seems though it has stuck around like the ashma they also said I'd grow out off, fat chance of that happenin' now or is this just a one-off temporary exaggerated explosion, hope it's not for keeps cause my worse nightmare will then come to bear someone gettin' hurt, me endin' up in jail or 6-foot-6 or is 3-by-3 cos I ain't got no funeral policies GOTTO ADMIT THOUGH! I'M ACTUALLY ENJOYIN' THIS SHIT! DOOM MONGERS BEWARE! so this goes out to everyone who had somethin' negative to say about me recently and in fact throughout my sad - eventful life it might seem that I ain't got shit now but mark these prophetic words GREATNESS! TAKES TIME! and I'm covered in it from head to my muthaf%kin' toes and even if I die to today tonight or tommorow I can surtainly rest in peace, cause I know at least I tried to have my hopes and dreams never livin' like a coward even though I feel on run from my insanity now OH! before I forget, to anyone else wantin' to take a swipe at me, a word of advice "IF! YOU! AIN'T! GOT! ANYTHIN'! GOOD! TO! SAY! DO! YOURSELF! A! FAVOUR! AND! SHUT! YOUR! STUPID! MOUTH!, PEACE!!!!!! ( WHOOW! THAT SURTAINLY TO SOME STEAM OFF)

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McJurni

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