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To Whom it may concern as my sanity turns my soul burns my heart hurts my headaches why live im deadweight So as i build the courage to purge the world of my useless service i think, think again, then think some more am i destined the fate im heading for will mine be different than ones before or am i gods plaything to test and taunt what i want i cant get and what i can i dont want So i ask whats the use whats to gain or whats to lose can i pick can i chose or is it fate and im just doomed but quiet thoughts provide no answer as evil spreads through minds like cancer the world around me is alive with laughter so should i see what lifes got for me in the words of shakespeare to be or not to be