Prayer for Trust - September 1998

how do you let go how do you let know when you don't trust when he hasn't given reason is trust something given is trust something earned how can you trust when he lies how can you trust with deceit what is trust... what good is trusting what good is trying to trust even with apologies nothing changes what was done how do you trust someone hoe do you know if they're worthy is trust something to be worthy of is trust even necessary of course you need trust... what good is trust what will it help if you can't trust, how can you love if you can't trust, how can you live tell me Dear God tell me how to trust show me the way to trusting show me how to love and live I want to trust, love and live but how can it be possible all he can see is the bottle an endless drink night after night betraying our love... our trust...if there was any