puberty

i'll buy you a sweet if you dont tell...well what can she say her naive nine year old mind is cornered by confusion should i tell 'bout the thief and if i dont will i go to hell maybe God will forgive me if i pray or maybe i'll pretend to be blind an' what i saw was an illusion. who will know 'bout my bed time stories,i cant let her know daddy said it's our little secret he promised to buy me sweets everytime i felt hurt inside... but this feeling i cant hide somebody must know 'bout this crime i cant confine a sinful secret he should've listened when i said no didn't he know what he did was bad? mama...last night while you were working dad was kissing the breast his hands held the hips then fell between the thighs i watched as he...broke virginty him in her,she held tight... at the door i thought of...knocking but i waited 'till they were at rest his beer breath kissed her lips i froze to listen...to her familiar cries eye saw puberty born and no more virginty.