Puppeteer

It still mesmerizes me to believe That it was you, my love, who made me see How cruel this feeling called love can really be You put my heart through tremendous agony The flow of my pain is never ending The scares I have will never heal Your face in my mind is never changing Thanks to you I can no longer feel My mind is consumed with numbness Trying to care sometimes seems useless Because what hurts is knowing you never cared Even though for you I was always there Our memories are hidden within my mind Reminding me how I was so naive and blind To think that someone like you would care And save me from complete despair My soul I practically gave to you As well as my mind and body too But that Demonic smirk I didn't see As I, your new puppet, you were filled with glee The pain you inflicted upon me I hid Toprove I was not living a complete sin Even though within me flows a waterfall of tears With pillars that have kept within me strong for all those years But as a phoenix I have risen from the ashes Ready for the next time to take action Now Confident with new knowledge and strength I will never again allow for someone to go to that length