Question?

Is it the world Or is it I ... Am I a soul in need of sustenance Or my own worst enemy? Am I constantly needing to improve To grow, to stretch ... Or continuously wanting to complain To judge, to frown ? Wherein does the balance lie ... At what moment can I breathe, Deeply, calmy Sure in the knowledge that all is as it is meant! And when I exhale, Will it be with inner peace ... Or will it be the sound of my own compromise? Will I sleep more soundly Or regret in years to come? Will I battle forth Never settling, always striving ... Will I die tired ... and never knowing? Will I choose peace, Path of least resistance Happiness ...? Will I die rested, content ... yet never knowing?