Quo vadis ?

I sit down and wonder I don’t know anymore Some men see things happening And ask why I see things that never were And wonder why not All is happening at once Life becomes a vicious cycle You think you do Yet you don’t And when you’re sure you don’t You realize you do Cupid shoots his arrow Into the heart already wounded What then do I call the pain That the arrow inflicts You know what you want You are so sure you want it Why then be given something else Is it so hard to say no I feel guilty about feeling good Should I apologise for being happy Has the beginning of my happiness Marked the beginning of your pain I think I do Maybe I don’t I should Yet I won’t ‘Cause if I do Maybe you won’t