R.I.P. Shayne Hamilton

this poem is about my friend Shane Hamilton who passed away suddenly July 20th, 2006. Just about 4 months ago, another friend, Lucious Gilliard, died the same way on April 16, 2006. this is dedicated to them. What do i do? I cant sit here and cry, it will drive me insane! I cant handel this, first Lucious, and now Shane. Why do I feel God is to blame?! First time I met Shane, he came over with a smile on his face. Not once had i seen him frown, unless he didnt get his hugs. Now, he wasn't one of those ridiculous thugs, he never had a drink, he never chugged. Always impressed dem damn thugs. For he was sweet and caring, but never too daring. Such a pleasure to meet. The teachers loved him, so did his friends. we will all miss him, 'till the very end.