Real.

My mind is so conflicted I go back and forth Pacing back and forth In my mind Trying not to think Trying so hard not to But as always I drift back so effortlessly Thinking of her It's always her . The hurt Makes my chest stutter As I breath The love Haunting me It follows me Always. My soul searching Always It won't quit I beg it too stop But it searches For what's lost. A mind made up of consequence and regret My mistakes weigh heavy Rewinding me back Over and over I pace And pace. I lost her soul And breath A connection severed I bleed spiritually My soul so desperately searching But she left I say Pacing She's gone Never again You know its love When you pray Plead and beg To forget her To shed this love away I try to hate and forget But always return To love and hope God I miss her Always