Remember to forget

When I was a child with a baby clean conscious I wanted to live in the city with no friends or family I wanted to look out the window of my color TV I wanted to remember to remember to forget you forgot me. Now I drive to the reservation, drink and get mean I fire my rifle to the sky and say "God if I have to die, you will have to die" I didn't move to the city, the city moved to me and I want out desperately. One year, ten years, twenty years down the road in your life. You'll look into the mirror and say..... "my parents are still alive!" God is just a glorified voyeur He's watching me watch them watch me right now I'm shakin hands, I'm shakin in my boots, Oh lord don't shake me down. Everyone has two of themselves and half of everyone just stands around.