Remorse

Hardened by my thoughts At first unthinkable fantasies Suddenly harsh realities of what I have done Surprised to find myself in this state Figments of my imagination Evolved into rehearsals in my mind Action preceded by thought Life given to a crime against self Numb to the world Stunned by my actions Longing to rouse from this dream Yet tied down by perceived reality The icy cold breath of remorse Unable to change what I’ve done Unprepared to face the consequences But determined to be honest Forgive me please……………..