Resigned

A funny space you surface … when all goes along as it should yet nothing is the way you had meant Awaking but not knowing … what emotions your day will be living? the extremes you will find yourself feeling? No longer having control … not consciously parting, yet subconsciously sleeping Knowing it will pass … usual will resume, anaesthesia kick in Finding no joy in the obvious, no peace, no calm, no life! Wandering your life in circles, making peace with regrets in advance !