Rollercoasters

By heart, bymind the feelings that evoke The flowing ofemotions up and down The thrill of the feeling, my heart cast bound Practicing and forgetting words unspoke Death, solemn, stare, empty as a pocket As myloveas my shield, my anger asmy rocket To tears that I cry, the gulp which I choke I loved and felt, like I have never before I wept and I hurt, like I am deserving ofmore Cotton embrace within a comfort coat My spirit slumbers beyond the pine Talking with god, laying hope with divine By heart, byintuition, lies inner peace From what instinct will drive, my ego will see