Sea of Misery

I find myself lost to thee, I have nothing left, nothing to agree, no where to hide, I don't even wanna venture outside, Lock myself in a room, like already in my eternal tomb, Will I ever find the right? I thought the world was so bright, Now, to be lost in a sea of misery, Is the only thing known to me, liquor may have made my skin thicker, but life is still a dramatic art, trying to live with no heart, is it soon time for me to depart? my thoughts have only been malign, more and more with each drink of wine, my insanity has became my only sanity, or maybe just my vanity, to the rims of the earth, I will be in search, for yet my only worth, as long as I can still hide, and never have to venture outside. In the sea of misery, I will always be lost to thee, the life is nothing but debris.