searching for nothing

i’m running back in circles, but i’m standing in one place my fears?, i’m still uncertain but it’s them i got to face. my nights are dark and lonely there’s no-one here to hold accept the shadows in my memory and the lies that i’ve been told i don’t fit into this puzzle i can’t see what’s here for me so it’s better than that i die i think everybody would agree there’s no more use for living even earth is dying too it’s overcrowded and it’s filthy and there’s nothing i can do my whole life has fallen to pieces that’s true, you can’t deny, and while you still have your Jesus i’m surrounded by my lies so thank you all for caring wish you all the best of luck and while you continue living remember i’m the one who’s fucked