searching for what you won't find....

You who wanders through non-fiction, Looking for the truth in words full of lies, You’re looking for answers in a life, That not even God Himself understands, You stand at a distance trying to feel you way through, Not truly realizing what you have not found, You so long to have the world reveal her true color’s, That you, you yourself are the one painting pictures, You who is trying to fix the unbroken, Becomes the vandal himself, You, who searches for the answers will see that we all fall, But in focusing on the fallen you’ll forget of your own Self destruction and you’ll not get up, Causing you own self inflicted death... ( hey everyone if I didn't count wrong this is my 90th poem I am quit proud.....)