sick to my stomach

sick to my stomach with shaking arms, taking deep breaths but my breath is falling short. the world doesnt understand the amount of love i have for you. i only care, with every thought of you i see you everywhere. i love everything about you, but theres just one thing that tries to get in the way and i dont know what to do. i sit in darkness trying to think straight trying to think of a way to help. when it happens my heart drops, i lose my mind.and the temptations of blood begin to rise.