Sickening Love and Hate

I'll be honest..in the beginning I wasn't being myself. In order to whoo you I pretended to be someone else. Niavely I bottled and tamed my personality. All because I wanted you to open your eyes and see me. The things you liked I loved. The things you hated I automatically shunned. It's as if I sold my soul for the affectioons of you, yet and still you don't see me as I want you to. Blinded and lost in a world of misty love. I completely lost myself in the chaos of being with you. Even thought you demonished me, I yearned for your approval desperately. It's sickening when you think about it.... We both harbor love and animalistic hate at the sametime. Between the two there is a very fine line.