Silence saves

If screaming pushes you away then silent I shall be. You can mock me with your lies watch my mind trip out in colours of confusion and questions. I won’t tell you I know the truth. I will suffer in solitude while you prick my heart with your betraying knife. You tell me I hurt you maybe I did, and so we compare. Your eyes are cold and empty, they look straight through me. I wonder if I was ever loved.