Someone I Love

Ibought a gun Loaded it up Stuck it in my mouth And started to suck Suck in Every last breath Ithought i'd Ever be breathing Killing off everyone And everything This world i was leaving Always wanted to leave This world with a bang Trying to catch peoples' eyes But this wasn't the way At least not the way i wanted Iuse to like making people smile Thought one day i'd become famous But life's a bitch ain't it? Ieven tried to sell myself short And settle for a few laughs But all i ever got was a slap on the wrist Now i'm wishing that slap was a slash They say it's the easy way out But what's so easy about Killing someone you love Someone you could trust When everyone couldn't give a fuck Idon't find that so simple Even witha steadyhand You'd have to slip Alot more than just a little Just a small budge Crack or crease of Alittle darkness Wouldn't spark shit Just wait til your body's numb When pain is part of the past And your brain won't send feeling To the bite of your tongue Or a scratch on the ass And the only reason I'm still alive Isn't because life's worth living But because Ijust can't kill Someone i love