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Sonnet 1.. Family Or Disaster 
i guess this would be the last revision of my sonnet but i was never possible without the help of montreal poet . 
 
sir you were really helpful 
 
 
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All things they did for me was love or fake, 
Yet I may die for them like none ever had. 
I crossed the Styx and yet I came awake, 
And when I back, why were they all so sad? 
 
I Wanted time to stop when pleased with them, 
But it never befell and I went in misery alone 
Time passed and I never again acted like a gem, 
Yet another day had come and I still walk unknown. 
 
I failed to understand what they thought of my life, 
I knew not what they want me to be, 
They make my life fully miserable and rife. 
They scorned me but still paved the way for me, 
 
With them I sure would not be alive, 
And for my only family I have to survive. 
 
 
 
 ………… Sohail Sayeed Bukhari.