Stargazer

eons flew by and yet, I kept my distance for reasons, trivial laced with doubt my soul, haunted with your melody, untainted dancing, in my head over and over again your star that shines, brightest surpass a billion supernovas I indulge your vision, vigorously suspended time floating towards your spellbound presence my mind,still stuck in reverse my throat, scorched like desert sand I pray courage fail me not before I recoil into this all too familiar void of nothingness…