Stay Down

"Stay Down" Dear God, it's been a while, I don't know what to say/ I need to open up my heart, but if I do, they'll lock me away But how can they lock me away, for spitting the misery I feel in my heart/ When the ones that made me betrayed me, when I was just a baby in the dark Fiending for a father figure, and crying for his mother/ Wishing they'd love him, but they wished they had another So it hurts me to say this, I've been a cursed seed since day one/ I guess I weren't a product of love, I was just what come after a night of fun With nowhere for me to run to lord, no place for me to hide/ I'm coming to you asking for help, in the hope I can confide All of my tears, all of my fears, and all the years that I'm facing/ All the tears and years I wasted, now it's prison or probation Got me pacing, constantly hating, on the system that we live in/ Cause it's hard playing these cards, when their the wrong cards that they giving But still I'm never giving up, because I know there's better ways/ Still I stay two fingers up, until I see them better days. Copyright 2011 The Elusive Mr Dunne (All rights reserved)