Anger

Stop Ignoring Me 
I will survive, 
But I won’t be happy. 
We fought, 
We’ll make up. 
I’ll say sorry, 
And put back on my mask. 
I’m sorry- you caught me, 
Between shadows. 
You saw my real colors, 
That I can’t share. 
I’ve scared you, 
By reaching out to you. 
I should have known, 
You can’t save me. 
Help me, 
It’s too late. 
You couldn’t help me, 
If you wanted to. 
Not like you would, 
Why didn’t I doubt you? 
Why don’t I doubt you? 
Every time I talk to you- 
 I unleash my pain. 
You trap it again, 
By turning away. 
I’m screaming, 
And no one knows. 
And you, 
Don’t care. 
 June 07 Sheena Allen