Stubborn Refusal (revised)

hunger claws but I turn away reminded of my flaws I begin to cry life is getting heavy only one more lie I'm losing at my own game the world's spinning and i'm the one to blame I guess i'll fall in the end cause it's a lose-lose situation but i'll ignore you and pretend I'm not all that thin! don't take me away don't wanna leave home again __________________________ This is something I was dealing with a year or so ago, and the same thought pattarns are sneaking up on me...