Suffering soul......

Quiet and still is my breath Drawing fog out unto the chilly air I cry Not unlike a swarm of bees is my desperation Inside Why must I be burdened so? Always unliked amongst others People can smell my sadness Why? My mind is in constant madness filled with putrid thoughts no.... Why must I suffer so? Portraying sanity and sense While others just live O God.... Why have you forsaken my soul?