Suicide Letter for my Vampire Lover

I want All the things that I can't have All the gems which seem to pass And having lost my chance At the treasures back then I'm used to finishing last I am Beginning to lose control Of the world in which I live It's in a spiral Falling quickly down As fate simply won't forgive My blood Lies puddling on the ground Turning grass's jade to red And this pain inside Is so overwhelming I can't realize I'm dead At last My suffering finds a break And decides to let me rest Over years of time He's stabbed at my back And has now completed his quest I won't Carry these lines further on It clearly is my time So to finish this now Vampress I love you And just wanted to say good-bye