Suicide Note Of A Lost Soul

I fall to the floor as the dagger pierces my heart, It's a word not a weapon that has torn me apart, With one soul destroying word my world has come to an end, A pain so raw inflicted by my one and only true friend, The word rattles my head as i clench my ears, Pain this agonizing doesn't bring tears, I've seen it in your eyes it's time I moved on, The love we once shared is six feet under dead and gone, I close my eyes and feel your embrace, Its been so long I have a distorted picture of your face, A bottle of whiskey and a dozen pills, Will take me back too the land of a thousand thrills, The end is here and the pain has gone as i fall face first into the snow, Cause of death...the word 'no