Suspended Animation

a cluster-fuck of thoughts race through my mind, so most of the time i misplace the words i find express my self. god bless my health and every moment spent. i reject thy wealth and loathe the sin i can't repent. suspended in a splendid zest of apathetic action, the person i once was has been reduced into a fraction. i tried to break the spell, but couldn't tell if it was working. you told me 'all was well' and your presence had me smirking. still a shadow lurking quietly inside me caused a pause... push play! now my mind is clear... i know exactly what to say! too bad you left me hangin' on a branch to sway from side to side. the love that i once knew can now divide or multiply in size.